For a while now I have had an inward struggle against a certain temptation. I am reminded of Paul when he opens up about a certain thorn,sent from Satan, that God had allowed in his life (2 Corinthians 12:7). Just like any human being would, Paul pleaded for it to be taken away, but God had deeper, greater intentions than just taking it away. Jesus replied, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness” (verse 9). Paul took it to heart and began to see a greater joy in the midst of his suffering knowing that Jesus’s power was being made more evident through it. Rather than being free of suffering, Paul found a deeper dependance on God’s grace through the pain. Just as I have in my own suffering.
Last night I was reading a post of a friend of mine. It was an amazing testimony of God’s graciousness and miraculous healing in their life. I was truly inspired and amazed! But I also was a bit disappointed of the lack of healing in my own life from this thorn. Being the selfish human I am, I cried out to God asking Him why this can’t be my testimony? Rather than feeling a force of anger or wrath at my selfishness, which I would have deserved, God sent a revelation to me instead. He basically told me, “Don’t you see I already have healed you? What do you think I did on that cross for you?” God opened my eyes to a new way of healing, not only a physical healing, but more importantly a spiritual one! I was limiting His healing to only the physical type, that I forgot about the most important one! I’ve allowed this ignorance to blind me and keep me from true healing. It’s because I’ve been looking in the eyes of my worst enemy, rather than focusing on the power of the cross. I’ve allowed fear to bind me, that I forgot that His grace is enough to free me. After God revealed this truth to me I looked up in the back of my bible verses on healing. He gave me three verses to focus on: Psalm 41, Isaiah 53,and Romans 8:12-14.
In Psalm 41, it begins to say that those who regard the weak are blessed and God helps them in their own trouble (verse 1). Verse 2 continues, “The Lord will protect him and preserve his life; he will bless him in the land and not surrender him to the desire of his foes.” God has not just left us on this earth to defend ourselves against the evil that wages against us. He has been constant in our lives and protects us as we stay near to Him. As the verse continues it talks about being on a sick bed and how God sustains him (David). David cries out to God to have mercy on him and heal him for the sin he had committed. I related to this, as we all can, in the fact that we all have sinned against God and need mercy and healing. We are not undeserving of any suffering God allows to send our way because of our sin. But rather than looking at that suffering as punishment to harm us, God has allowed it to make us stronger in Him. “I know that you are pleased with me, for my enemy does not triumph over me” (verse 11). God does not allow us to be defeated, but the opposite! He has given us the victory over our enemy!
We see that victory in the prophecy in Isaiah 53. The prophecy is of Jesus and all that He was going to endure for us. “He was despised and rejected…he took up our infirmities and carried our sorrows…He was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed. We all, like sheep, have gone astray, each of us has turned to his own way; and the Lord has laid on him the iniquity of us all. He was oppressed and afflicted, yet he did not open his mouth…By oppression and judgement he was taken away…He was assigned a grave with the wicked…though he had done no violence, nor was any deceit in his mouth…yet it was the Lord’s will to crush him and cause him to suffer…his life a guilt offering…after the suffering of his soul, he will see the light of life and be satisfied…for he bore the sin of many, and made intercession for the transgressors” (verses 3,4,5-6,7,8,9,10,11,12). Because of this we are healed, we are saved. Because Jesus had victory, we too, as His children, share in that victory! Thank you Jesus!
Now that we have this victory, we have an obligation. That obligation is to allow the Holy Spirit to work in our lives and set us free from the chains that we are allowing to bind us! Romans 8:12-14 backs this up, “Therefore, brothers, we have an obligation-but it is not to the sinful nature, to live according to it. For if you live according to the sinful nature, you will die; but if by the Spirit you put to death the misdeeds of the body, you will live, because those who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God.” We are no longer bound to the ways of the enemy! So there is no reason to allow fear or our thorns to get in the way of our freedom and healing! Claim the victory that is rightfully yours in Jesus name!
So healing is not only in the physical form, but more importantly in a spiritual form. We do not have to wait for spiritual healing, because it has been available to us since the day Christ died on that cross. We may still deal with the physical ailment that our thorns might cause us, but we are not deprived of spiritual healing from them. We do not have to cower in fear, because we can boldly profess Jesus’s victory! Do not be deceived by the enemy and his lies! No matter the struggle, no matter the thorn, God’s grace is sufficient for you! Trust and believe that! We have an obligation to live according to the Spirit, not to the enemy!
Thank you for reading! I hope you found some healing in these words. They are not only words, but truth! I challenge you to look at your own life and see if there are any thorns that you are being enslaved by. Just like Paul, let us find truth and joy in the grace of God, rather than hiding behind fear of the enemy’s lies. Let us claim our victory in Christ! We are not slaves to fear, but to righteousness!
God Bless You!
Love,
theblessingsgirl
(P.S. Photo credit to Micaiah Bushnell!)